I’m seriously too in love with this because its so fucking relevant. Being in the emergency room.. Waking up in the hospital.. Overdosing and waking up in your bed out of nowhere. The initial confusion sets in. Am I dreaming? Did I die? Where I am? Wait I don’t want to die, but I do, but I’m not dead. I’m alive… And for a couple of seconds you aren’t sure if you’re grateful to still be alive or even more disappointed and you quickly push away those feelings and go back into that comforting numb state of nothingness.